Week 32

My new answer for anyone who asks how I'm feeling (a question I get at least 3-4 times daily) is "pregnant." Because if I wasn't sure before, I am definately pregnant now. And how do I know? Well, I can barely recognize my feet anymore. They resemble large sausages. And they are numb and tingly if I stand or walk for any amount of time longer than 5 minutes. I can no longer wear my wedding ring anymore, either-- sad. Also, the hormones. I get frustrated/ mad with the smallest of things. And can laziness be caused by hormones? I don't feel like doing anything! Baby is still very active, and I'm praying it's not an indication of what her personality will be like outside the womb!

We got to take a tour of the hospital during our class the other night, and it honestly made me more excited. I know what to expect when I get to the room to deliver. I haven't really been anxious about the whole delivery process, anyway (ignorance is bliss?), but seeing the place I will actually be in 2 months or less makes it seem so much more real, and makes me feel more prepared. And it also gave me an even higher appreciation for our hospital. The rooms all look more like hotel rooms than hospital rooms-- they have pictures on the walls and nice TV's and big bathrooms. Brett has been very attentive during the classes and insists I practice my relaxing breathing techniques every night. I think he will be a great labor coach!

We met with a Christian financial advisor the other day. He led a seminar at our church a couple years ago, and we met with him once before we were married, but never really followed through with anything. With the life changes soon to be taking place, we have a lot to think about financially: budgeting with only Brett's income and building our savings, life insurance, wills, retirement, etc.etc. It was a very encouraging meeting and I feel like our goals are all very reachable. I also feel better about finalizing the decision for me to not return to work after the baby. It was never really a question for Brett-- of course I would stay home, because who out there deserves to have the better of my baby's time? But I guess I worry more, and I like the comfortable lifestyle we've finally gained with 3 incomes. But now, now that we've examined our income vs. our needs, I know it can be done, and I know it is a decision I won't regret.

Meet my new feet!